Neon Ghost

Music plays from far away
Ignoring the silent ghost 
Of all things neon
Your eyes far away
I am only a stranger now
Hearing only anecdotes
I want to cry because 
You cut me out of your life
Which now appears to glisten
More brightly as it fades
But now the tears have left
My eyes are dry
My heart is cold
Damn
To think I knew you once
That our hearts beat in time
Now I am only a whisper
And you are the future

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