Shame

I hate being shamed.

The reason I hate it is because of how shamed I am of myself, let alone the shame other people put on me for

.my mental illness
.my political views
.my religious beliefs
.my sexuality
.my morality
.my intellect
.my looks
.my emotions

All these things.

I can't go a day without being shamed.

It seems like this will never end.

Maybe there is something wrong with me but I don't know what it is.

I just want to know.

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