Dear Friend

Where I am now
It is so far from where you are
Your face is the happiness that brings laughter to my days
Your voice is familiar and your spirit is strong
To think you could have been my companion
Or that it could still be
The road is long and it is winding faster away
My dreams and musings are only whispers to the wind
More casually decreasing than the last
Until the mere touch that I bestow upon humanity is nothing more than a simple tear
Is that all that words must be relinquished to?
That simple emotion of giving up on a world that is too harsh for reciprocation?
You are unreachable in this fog
My pit is sinking deeper and I am in despair
For the demons hold me back in my chains
Unable to let go of me so quickly
I don't know how to keep this going
Don't know how to keep my optimism fresh when it feels like the world could fall apart without your presence in it
You left, but you said that you would be back
Your jacket smells like a baby's fresh skin
My friend, I really like you
I hold you in my arms gently because I know that is how easiy you will break
It is the way I hold you like this
I think we could become happy together
I hope we have more time and I hope you learn to trust me
As I have learned to trust you
I think we should find ourselves falling in love

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