One Day

Dream a small dream for me Right now I am in the ether Floating around in a wave of dreams The tide is pulling fast There is nowhere to hold on Pray that you will find me Cause I am tired of searching All my lives swirling into one Yet one angel remains Separated from my arms Pray that I don't Find comfort in the drop From the high building To the below Pray that I don't Give my body In empty alleys To drugs and alcohol Pray that on The empty train I don't dream About my death For right now is dreamtime It is magical Yet it requires one thing That you find me now

Global voices Screaming The world Never stops moving I look for you Feeling like I am stuck on a spaceship Of light and color That you are a ghost of the past This is the future Commercial industry A model of the world Already mapped out Reduced to nothing Do you hear me Amidst the noise? I want to rise above the sounds Hidden by my silent form I want to be seen For the world to unfurl before me Like a gigantic snake You hear us All of us Though you may not see me I was hear

The truth is that the world is so unbearably loud I realize that while we try to assign explanations to things, these explanations will inevitably fall through and we will have to replace them with new ones to comfort us through the night Even though these beliefs are suspect to outliers On the road to searching for myself, I have lost my ego I want to be angry at what has happen to me I want someone to encompass me with warmth and unconditional love oncemore I don't want to go through a humdrum day of the sun rising once more and learning so to prepare for my life I am unbearably lonely and kind of screwed up Yet I have accepted this loneliness as a sort of purge Though I am in denial of how scared shitless I am I think I will continue only cause It gives me something to do and for that reason I will go on living